I can feel your pain and loathing for the place you are currently living. In this situation you have only two choices one is to accept it with action to move in a better direction or two is to resist it and let it literally kill you from stress and worry.
Now, I don't know about you but I like the first one myself. ;-) Before you can leave and go somewhere else you must first accept where you are. Believe it or not you and only you hold the key to getting out of the jail you have put yourself in.
Notice I said you put yourself in? It's so true and Ann we all do it from time to time. We make things harder than they have to be.
2. Get into action by creating a dream board/ vision board. This top article will get you into action and bring about what you put on that dream board so be careful it will come true.
3. Turn it over to your higher power and trust that the action you need to take will be known to you and what you can't do will be left for the universe to take care of. My increase happiness and energy article shows you how to raise your vibrations so you will be in a place where you can and will create the life you want.
Affirmation: I am now creating a loving, happy and supportive environment for myself, my children and my husband. I am open to seeing the guidance and taking the positive action of a new destination to live in Arizona USA. (Put place you want to live here) This or something better will manifest for the highest good of all at the right time. So be it so it is!
You can substitute USA for another place but its important Ann you pick a place you want to be. If you leave it open it may end up being somewhere you like less than you do now.
Be sure to come back and let us know how great it all worked for you because it will.
I wish for you all the happiness and peace of mind the Universe has to offer!