am i being cheated

by yuvraj singh
(bangalore, India)

Hi Dawn ,

Namaste to you !!

I had a perfect life and I enjoyed being alone. Its when this very beautiful lady fell in love with me , did all sorts of beautiful things for me, romance was in the air & I felt love is beautiful. I thought since she came to me unexpected out of the blue , she must be my soulmate. I was totally into it doing things for her , expecting things from her. She never let me out of her mind. She pushed me into getting physical with her. For 3 months we had a great time emotionally & physically and then she started stretching me , ignoring me, showing love to me off n on. I was on my toes for hr for almost a year & I felt shes having a good time doing this to me.I was surprised how can someone who never let me off can now have excuses to turn me off. I kept with her thinking shes wil change to her earlier self. Now I am realizing that shes must have faked all this..I felt like I have been deceived with the greatest emotion “love” I never felt before . I can never forgive her & feel like punishing her..my life has become frustrating & I am filled with anger & vengeance all the time. How can someone take advantage of me like this. I am confused & donno what to do…she still lingers in my mind & I see her daily & feel that she will come back to me again. I had never been in a relationship earlier & I donno how to handle this emotional deceit ..was I been cheated???

I look forward to some word of wisdom from you which will take me out of this trench.

Regards

Yuvraj