It's never too late to find your purpose in life by: Dawn Abraham
Hi Margret!
I completely understand how you feel. I went through the same kind of situation only the circumstances were different.
I wrote an article awhile back for that reason that will guide you step by step to find your purpose in life. Although it sounds to me like you have a purpose your just not sure what to do with it. How to find your life purpose
I find it important that you said, "I need something for my soul."
I recommend doing some spiritual reading. That really made a profound difference in my life. I started out with Deepak Chopra's book, "The Book of Secrets Unlocking the Hidden Dimensions of your life."
I also recommend starting some type of exercise program if you're not already doing that. It will give you more energy and boosts your mood! I do Yoga five times a week. If I get too busy and stop my routine I really notice the difference. Yoga gives me a deep sense of balance which is a requirement for me these days. This is what I discovered about Yoga. You can make some choices about the type that is right for you should you decide to try it.
I hope this gives you a good start to finding true meaning in your life. Keep in touch and let me know how it goes.
Wishing you all the happiness and success the Universe has to offer.