at age 59 i dont know what I want to be when i grow up!

by margaret
(pasadena california)

Hi-I have always been a care giver type person-first a mother,wife,day care provider then teacher to handicapped people- I find myself sort of floundering now-
Am not working as I live on a family stipend-
keep busy with volunteering(local hospital_
playing piano for friends,
and occasionally baby sit grand kids.
Also keep busy with 90 year old mother-62 year old boyfriend,35 year old son who STILL LIVES HERE
I keep busy alright-

just need something for my soul-besides the volunteer--
any suggestions?
thanks!