I dont believe in myself. Help!

Hi Dawn

i just stumbled on ur site and it seems very enlighting
i have a question in my mind and i always wondered if someone could help me with it.
i have a strong feeling that i have loads of psychic power within but i am not able to use it.cause i dont believe in myself.i learned reiki but still i dont believe in it cause when it comes to using the power, i fail in doing so .i am not able to unlock my powers .actually nothing extraordinary has actually happened in my life that i can trust in all these psychic abilities.i know the power is our there but i fail to use it.please help me.i want to do something and feel my life changing and may be then i can help others too .

i believe there is some blockage somewhere but i dont know where

my greatest desire is to be a healer