Thanks for sharing this I know a lot of people that do have similar problems. The answer is you have to forgive for give yourself. That is the only way out of the hell you have put yourself in. I know because I have done things where I had to forgive myself and until I did it didn?t matter who forgave me.
How do you go about doing that? It?s the relationship we have with our self that is lacking in a given situation. You forgive your self the same way you would forgive a friend who came to you and asked for forgiveness.
Look in the mirror at your self and look into your eyes. Just look at yourself for awhile and then when your ready tell yourself how you feel. Really let it all out Jason.
Tell yourself how you feel and why you did what you did, if you know. Then ask yourself to forgive you. Say to your self, I?m sorry and wait for a moment and then answer your self. Tell yourself its okay. Say I know you did the very best you could under the circumstances.
Tell yourself you love yourself and that you forgive you. That you are ready to move on from the past and stay firmly planted in the present. Tell yourself that you are ready for a new day and a new way!
Then Jason walk away and let it go because we all make mistakes every last one of us. None of us is perfect; we are not supposed to be. This life on this planet is about learning and growing not perfection.
I wrote an article about how to let go that may also be of some help.
Jason I wish for you all the happiness in the universe you deserve it! Dawn
