I Want to Find Love Again-Cosmic-Ordering-BlogComment

by caytee
(uk)

I place my order that I find love, a man who loves me as I love him, who desires me as I desire him and who wishes to be in a relationship.

A man who understands the darkness but appreciates the light.

I wish Sean to be ok physically and mentally and to at least appreciate my friendship and be open to possibilities with me and with life, to keep in touch and not to say cruel or dismissive things Please let him not forget me and if we can ever be anything more than friends, I do wish it profoundly.

Let him feel happy to see me if i come and let him realise that he does need others and maybe me in his life.Let me find a way of relocating to Ireland or somewhere else that is beautiful.


I place a cosmic order that I become strong and able to deal with rejection or ambivalence or tough wordsn and that I cease to feel so afraid of being alone as the winter lengthens.


I will come to professional needs later.I would Like Sesn to love me and needs me and misses me in his life but my deepest wish is that he is ok and realises what he needs to do and is alright.But I also wish some happiness for myself too
thanks.