I would like to change the way I do things I'm not sure how

by Leticia
(Trenton, NJ)

Would like to change the way I do things, not sure how. Would like to stop getting up at 5:20 every morning with Chron's Disease to get to work by 7:30. Which by the way happens to be a contractor position with no benefits. Also I'd like to take a mental break from helping an Autistic son with future plans and constantly going back and forth with my x-husband about these issues. Almost finished though, he will be turning 21 soon. I would not like to constantly think about money and will I have enough this month to get by. It's crazy but never ending.

Just want money to live comfortably and not worry where my next dollar is coming from all the time, I would like to take a day off from work. As a contractor, you don't work you don't get paid. Simple. No vacations, can't afford them. I know what you are saying about the law of attraction. Here goes:

Think I'm really want to be at work everyday from 7:30 until 4:30 and be happy in it.
or I am so glad on top of working I would relish the fact of coming home and helping out my Autistic son with all his future plans, can't wait. and lastly I am so comfortable in my home I would just love renovation to happen in every room that's not done in my house so far. I welcome my house being torn apart. but hey, I am definitely making light, but it is almost unbelievable.

I have made positive powerful statements all my life. to no avail. how can i change that? Please do not say just believe.

I think it and believe it for so long. Still in the same place.