I'm ready to receive prosperity

by Ellen
(santa clarita , california)

All my life I have always felt that if there was some start up money and I could have my very own place all would be well. My place and no one else's. Of course I have had many of my own spaces to live in. The trouble seems to be about getting stuck. I scurry around trying to meet my basic needs and that is about as far as I appear to get. I have discovered many paths to enlighenment.


Feeling good staying in the moment therapy 12 step medication yoga lots of self help books and tapes and I know the power and resposibility are mine to create a successfoul and fulfilling life for myself. I am somewhat formerly educated. I work at a job that helps people. I do not earn very much money. I find it difficult to pay the bills at all at times. I STILL believe that a" living my life fund" would help. I have lived on very little my whole life. I scurry creating this.


I would love to know what it feels like to have an "allowance" provided that is separate from work that provides for my needs. The line of work that I am in does not nor is it ever likely to be a prosperous one. I work in home health.

I am aware of course that prudent people look out for themselves and it is one's duty to do so. I am 52 years old and am at the same income level I was 20 years ago. I am ever learning to appreciate what is good in my life and learning to love and appreciate myself.


Working and helping others is a great way to contribute to life and I am aware that I do. I am ever trying to be aware of my thoughts and actions and I believe I am making lots of progress on myself . The patterns run deep. When I was a child I attended Catholic school. I remember learning that being poor was a virtue. Nuns and priests take vows of poverty. The more you suffer the more virtuous a soul you are. I believe this is what solidified in my child mind understanding. Obviously many people attended Catholic school and became Highly educated and wealthy.

That time of course was long ago. I live NOW. I want to be able to keep a car , phone, television , computer, health care clothes and my own place to live with ease. I like spending time reading and learning . I would like the means to travel a bit. I would like to afford attractive comfortable clothes. I would like to be able to afford a yoga class or retreat once in awhile. I now rent a room but I would very much like my own place to live so I can have my cat back. I would like the means to explore alternative health care practices. I would like to be able to get my car serviced regularly and keep it insured regularly. I would like to know what it is like to have money in the bank. See a doctor or dentist. I want freedom from all lack. I want the means open to me now for divine prosperity. I want a life allowance that takes cares for all my needs under grace in a perfect way. I want this NOW. The better I am the better I am. The better those I come into contact with are.


There is enough for everyone including me. I ask for a life allowance to provide for me. I am more than adequate to manage these funds responsibly. I am worth caring for. I love and approve of myself. I am worthy of receiving all good. I claim my power NOW>