It's my turn to be happy

by CC
(UK)

Dear Universe, as you know I have spent 25+ years walking in darkness, trying to solve a riddle that you put before me. I have heard this path referred to as the 'long bloody road' & boy, it sure is. Your challenge has taken me to the brink of suicide many times, as you also know. You dashed every hope I ever had & all avenues to happiness were closed almost as soon as they opened.

Here is my cosmic order:
My currently very unhappy life turns around right now.

I will return home to where my family & roots are; where I buy outright my own safe, stable, peaceful home where *I* call the shots, free from constant harrassment; where I will be financially solvent for the first time in my life & meet the partner of my dreams who I will spend the rest of my long, peaceful, happy & strife-free life with.

I know this order will be fulfilled, because I have worked hard enough &long enough to deserve it (as you know) & also because I am a kind, generous, gentle person & it's my turn to be happy for once :)