ITS NEVER TOO LATE UNTILL ITS TOO LATE...

by H
(BEIRUT)

THIS STORY IS ABOUT A GIRL I KNOW A V. GOOD LOYAL FRIEND WHO NEVER HATES, ALWAYS FINDS SCIENTIFIC REASONS FOR OTHERS' ATTITUDES AND WISH THEY COULD CHANGE TO THE BETTER BUT USED TO BE VERY IMPRESSED WITH HER THINKING AND USED TO BE FRIENDS WITH GUYS MORE THAN GIRLS AS IF SHE IS THEIR BROTHER AND THEY ARE HER SISTERS AND BROTHERS AT THE SAME TIME LIKED TO KEEP HER FRIENDS BY ACTING WITH NO GENDER RELATED ATTITUDE


TO BE CLEAR OF ANY FEELING THAT AY OCCUR OTHER THAN FRIENDSHIP (KEEP THINGS INNOCENT)AT THE SAME TIME SH USED TO CRITICIZE IN A BAD WAY OTHERS GIRLS THINKING OF LOVE AND SUCH THINGS AT AGE OF 14 - 16 AS SHE CONSIDERS IT WRONG TO HAVE A RELATION WITH A GUY SINCE NO MARRIAGE COULD HAPPEN AT THAT TIME AND SINCE ITS AN AGE TO LIVE INNOCENT WITH THE IOTHER SEX ALSO USED TO CRITISIZE THE GELOUS FEELING THAT FEMALES TREAT THEIR BOYFRIENDS OR HUSBANDS WITH AND THINKS THAT IT IS JUST A DORK ATTITUDE...HAVE A GRATE AMOUNT OF SENTIMENT TOWARDS PEOPLE AROUND AS IF ALL ARE HER CHILDREN EVEN IF THEY ARE HER AGE OR OLDER..

BUT USED TO TREAT PEOPLE AS IF ALL OF THEM THINKS HER WAY AND ARE GOOD AS SHE IS. tHIS GIRL BELONGS TO A MUSLIM SUNNI FAITHFUL/ CONSERVATIVE FAMILY THOUGH OPENMINDED AT THE SAME TIME:

THIS GIRL THOUGHT THAT SHE IS A V. YOUNG GIRL WITH A BIG MIND AND HER FRIENDS ARE ALL WHAT SHE'VE GOT TO MAKE HER HAPPY BESIDES FAMILY DOESN'T LIKE BOUNDARIES THAT DOES NOT RELATE TO RELIGION BUT TO CULTURE THINKS THAT ARAB CULTURE IS UNFAIR WHILE RELIGION IS FAIR.

SHE USED TO SAY: I WON'T GET MARRIED BEFORE 27 MAYBE ENGAGED AT 24... I WANT A GUY WHO IS OPENMINDED AS I AM WHO HAVE A UNIVERSITY DEGREE WHO HAVE A LOT OF MONEY...

AT AGE OF 16 A GUY LIKED HER STARTED TO FOLLOW HER WHO IS NOT EDUCATED NOT IN THE SHAPE SHE REQUIRES AND DOESN'T HAVE MONEY... SHE TOLD HIM AM STILL YOUNG I DON'T THINK OF COMMITMED AT THIS TIME AND WE DON'T MATCH...HE KEPT TRYING AND TRYING FOR ABOUT 1 YEAR AND A HALF...THE PATHETIC FEELINGS OF THIS GIRL WERE ACTIVE AND GIVING REASONS WHY DIDN'T HE CONTINUE HIS STUDIES...OOOOOH POOR GUY MAYBE ...


WHATEVER REASONS AND REASONS .... POOR GUY HE LOVES ME A LOT ...OOOOH POOR GUY HE'S NOT LEAVING ME BY MYSELF ALTHOUGH I TOLD HIM LIKE MILLION TIMES I DON'T WANT TO BE IN A RELATION WITH HIM AND I EMPHASIZE ON THE EDUCATION ISSUE IN THE GUY I WILL SPEND MY LIFE WITH...


EXPRESSING HER OPINION THAT CLEAR TO THAT GUY WHY SHE DOESN'T WANT HIM AND WHY HE IS REFUSED AS CHARACTERS ANYWAY WAS A BIG MISTAKE SINCE HE CONSIDERED IT A CHALLENGE HE MUST GET THIS GIRL AND LOWER HER NECK. STARTED A RELATION AND SINCE ALTHOUGH THIS GIRL USED TO BE RELIGEOUS BUT DIDN'T USE TO FOLLOW CERTAIN THINGS RELIGION ASKED PEOPLE TO DO TO PROTECT THEM FROM FALLING IN MISTAKES BECAUSE SHE HAD SELF CONFIDENCE CAN'T MAKE ANYTHING AGAINST RELIGION COS SHE IS WELL RAISED THAT GUY LET HER FALL INTO SOME MISTAKES LIKE THE FIRST ONE TOUCHING HER HAND THEN KISSING HER AND EVERY TIME SHE WAS SURPRISED HOW DID SHE FALL INTO SUCH AN ACT...


THAT GUY KNEW WHERE TO TAKE THIS GIRL WHICH PLACES USED TO TAKE HER TO THE NATURE AND JUST MAKE ANYTHING IN AN INDIRECT WAY TO LET HER GIVE UP FOR HER SEXUAL INSTINCT SHE REFUSED TO GO ON WITH THIS RELATION BUT HE PLAYED IT WELL TO LET HER FEEL PATHETIC TOWARDS HER AND CONVINCED HER THAT HE FEELS BAD TOWARD WHAT'S HAPPENING AND HE DIDN'T PLAN IT HE JUST FALLED INTO IT JUST AS SHE DID AND PROMISED WON'T TAKE SUCH AN ACT LATER...


THE REASON THEY WENT TO SUCH PLACES IS THAT SHE DIDN'T TELL HER PARENTS ABOUT THAT RELATION COS SHE THOUGHT AS HE PROMISED HER TO BUILD HIM SELF ECONOMICALLY AND MARRY HER AND UNTIL SHE FINISH UNIVERSITY IT MUST TAKE BETWEEN 3 TO 5 YEARS TO GET ENGAGED AS FIRST SERIOUS STEP SHE THOUGHT MAYBE HER PARENTS WILL REFUSE THE WHOLE IDEA AND WON'T GIVE A CHANCE TO THE THING...


REALY THAT GIRL WAS INNOCENT AND JUST THOUGHT OF THINGS LIKE IN STORIES MANY THINGS UNEXPECTED AND BIGGER THAN HER HAPPENED. AFTER SEXUAL RELATION DEVELOPED TO STILL BE NON COMPLETE HE TOLD HER I THINK UR NOT A VERSION ALTHOUGH HE'S THE FIRST TO MAKE A RELATION WITH HER...


SHE COULDN'T BELIEVE AND WHEN SHE VISITED A DOCTOR SHE FOUND OUT SHE IS NOT A VERSION AND DIN'T KNOW HOW SHE TOLD THAT GUY WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID SHE TOLD HIM MAYBE BECAUSE SHE MASTURBATES HER SELF ALTHOUGH SHE WASN'T CONVINCED THAT WAS THE REASON COS LIKE ANY GIRL WILL WANT TO KEEP HER VERGIONITY...


A THING IMPORTANT TO MENTION HERE THAT WHEN SHE STARTED TO GO OUT WITH THAT GUY FIRST PERIOD USED TO GO OUT WITH FRIENDS REFUSED TO GO OUT ALONE BUT THOUGH SHE SUSED TO SIT BESIDE HIM IN A RESTAURANT THE WAY HE SHAKES HIS HAND WITH HER WAS REALLY NOT NORMAL EVERY MOVE HE DID WAS MAKING HER FEEL SHE WANTS SEX FOR THE FIRST TIME FEELING THERE IS EXISTANCE FOR SUCH A NEED WHEN SHE STARTED MASTURBATION ACTS WITH HER SELF AT HOME.

SHE TOLD HIM HE'S NOT OBLIGED TO MARRY HER SINCE HE'S NOT SURE IF SHE OR HE BEHIND LOOSING HER VERSIONITY THAT GUY TOLD HER I WON'T BE THAT BAD AND LEAVE U... THE SAME GUILTY FEELING WAS CONTINUING WITH THAT GIRL REGARDING THE THINGS HAPPENING BETWEEN THEM TOWRDS HER RELIGION SHE WANTED TO LEAVE THAT GUY COS SHE REALIZED SHE'S NOT BEING ABLE BECAUSE OF HIS WAY OF ACT TO STOP THOSE THINGS AND STILL BEING COMMITED TO HIM BUT... HERE'S THE SHOCK THAT GUY STARTED TO CRY NOT TO LET HER LEAVE HIM EVERY TIME OTHERWISE FORCE HIM TO STAY WITH HIM BY EXACTION ACT.


SHE TRIED ALL THE WAYS TO CONVINCE HIM LEAVE HER ALONE HE CONTINUED TO TREAT HER BADLY BY FORCING HER TO STAY WITH HIM AND CONVINCING HER THAT HE LOVES HER AND BECAUSE OF THAT HE IS ACTING THIS WAY...MADE SEX WITH HER WANTED IT OR NOT EVEN WHEN SHE'S CRYING SHE WANTS TO STICK TO HER RELIGION SHE DOESN'T WANT MORE MISTAKES SHE'S STILL YOUNG...


AFTER A LONG TIME OF THIS SUFFERING THIS GIRL SURRENDERED AND HAD FUN IN EVERY SEXUAL RELATION ALTHOUGH CRYING EVERY TIME GETTING BACK HOME TREATED HIM WELL GAVE HIM HER LOVE COS SHE HAD NO HOPE TO BE ABLE LEAVE HIM TRIED TO DEAL WITH THE FACT... HE CONTROLLED HER IN EVERY PART OF HER LIFE HE WAS A CLOSED MINDED PERSON AFTER ALL WHILE SHE WAS THE OPPOSITE HE USED TO BE GELOUS IN A VERY NNOYING WAY AND FORCED HIS OPINION NOT JUST SAY IT AND IF SHE SAYS NO TO ANYTHING SHE MUST EXPECT AN EXTREMELY BAD REACTION LIKE GOIN OUT WITH HER MORE TIMES AND HAVING SEX OR JUST RUIN HER REPUTATION AND SHE WAS VERY AFRAID ABOUT HER PARENTS TO HAVE A SHOCK OR AFFECT THEIR HEALTH. SHE LOVED THEM A LOT AND CONSIDERED THEM BEST PARENTS EVER DOESN'T DESERVE TO FEEL BAD NOT EVEN FOR A MINUTE AND WAS AFRAID ON HER LITTLE SISTER SHE CONSIDERED THAT PERSON A MONSTER THAT SHE HAVE TO LOVE AND GIVE FANTAY THE BEST EVERY TIME THEY GO HAVE SEX SHE GAVE HIM THE MAXIMUM ENTERTAINMENT POSSIBLE THAT HE WILL PRAISE HER REALLY AS HE PROMISE AND MAKE THESE OUTINGS LESS

IN NUMBER BUT EVERY TIME CREATES A REASON AND ... NO SOLUTION MOREOVER HE HAD THE FEELING SHE'S FOR HIM ANYWAY DIDN'T WORK DIDN'T MAKE EFFORT BLA BL BLA BUT THEY GOT ENGAGED AFTER 5 YEARS AND A HALF OF SUFFERING SHE FACED ALL HER FAMILY IN A BROKEN WAY SHE ENTERED TO THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE OF THE BIG DEPRESSION SHE HAD WHAT MADE HER PARENTS ACT LIKE IF THIS WHAT MAKES OUR DAUGHTER HAPPY WILL AGREE ON IT WE DON'T WANT TO LOOSE HER...THEY HAD BIG SUFFERING INSIDE AND SHE HAD MORE...

SHE COULD FIND OUT IN THE ENGAGEMENT PERIOD THAT IT WAS A THING SHE WON'T BE ABLE TO HANDLE ALL HER LIFE THE BIG DIFFERENCE IN MENTALITY AND SOCIAL LEVEL NOT TO MENTION THAT THE GIRL TOLD HIM AGAIN I DON'T WANT U COS I DON'T WANT MY PARENTS TO BE UNPLEASANT OF ME FOR ANY REASON BUT SURE HE MADE THAT BIG REACTION AND TOLD HIS VERY GOOD PARENTS WHO DOESN'T HAVE A WORD ON HIM BECAUSE HE TREATS THEM BAD TOO CAUSE HE'S NOT RESPECTFUL PERSON ALTHOUGH HE LOVES THEM TOO THAT UN NEUTRAL ILL PERSON THAT THAT GIRL THEY USED TO KNOW HER SHE'S GOOD AND KNOW HER V. GOOD PARENTS SHE'S A HORE AND BLA BLA BLA ... THEY WERE GOOD ENOUGH TO STAND NEAR THE GIRL AND WATED THEM TO GET MARRIED TO AVOID ANY SOCIAL PROBLEM AND BAD REPUTATION FOR THE GIRL.


HER PARENTS COULD SEE THAT THIS COUPLE IS NOT OKAY AND ALWAYS PROBLEMS AND COULD FIND OUT THAT THIS GIRL IS BEING FORCED SOME HOW TO THE RELATION...


HERE THEY COULD BET A SEXUAL RELATION OCCURED IN A SURRENDER MOMENT AND BECAUSE OF THAT THE GIRL WANTS TO MARRY THAT BAD GUY STILL ALSO SINCE RARELY ARAB GUYS WANT TO MARRY A GIRL WHO IS NOT VIRGION. THE GIRL CONFESSED TO HER MOM BECAUSE SHE THOUGHT HER PARETS MAY NOT HAVE THE SAME BIG SHOCK IF THEY KNEW THE TRUTH SINCE SHEY SOME HOW CONCLUDED HER...


THE SHOCK WAS BIG WHEN THEY KNEW THE SUFFERING SHE HAD AND THE WAY THINGS HAPPENED AND WENT THANKS GOD NO BODY DIED BUT HAD TO HAVE SOME PILLS FOR THE NERVES TO HANDLE SURE WITH DOCTOR ADVISE... THEY STANDED UP WITH HER SHE IS GETTING BACK HER LIFE TRYING TO LIVE WHAT SHE MISSED AND IS MORE CLOSE TO GOD AND MORE PERSERVATIVE AND STILL OPENMINDED RESPECTS OTHERS OPINION BUT OBEYS BY ALL THE RULES OF ISLAM TO PROTECT HER SELF AND THANK GOD SHE COULD GET RID OF THE LIFE SHE WAS GOING TO LIVE AFTER ALL...


THE REASON SHE DIDN'T GET MARRIED THEN GOT DIVORCED IS THAT THE GUY STILL WAS NOT WORKING AND GETTING NOUGH MONEY BUT MORE SLEEPING THEN WHEN SHE TALKED TO HIM CLEARLY THAT SHE WON'T CONTINUE HER LIFE WITH HIM BUT ONLY TO SOLVE HER VIRGIONITY PROBLEM AND WAS TELLING HIM THAT PREVIOUSLY7 COS MAY BE KILLED OR WHATEVER IF HE REALIZES THAT AFTER MARRIAGE SO HE PROMISED HER TO HIT HER AND RUIN HER LIFE MORE AND MORE IF HE THINKS OF SUCH A THING... IT WAS REALLY A BAD EXPERIENCE AND PERFECT PARENTS WHO DOESN'T DESERVE WHAT HAPENED TO THEIR GIRL :(