Learning to be positive about my life and my future
by tina
(va)
I am a single mom,I've only been in 2 relationships and neither worked out. It seems that most of my adult life I have struggled just to stay afloat, I have always had to be the serious and responsible one.Now I am 43 and alone again and wonder if, how and when I will find the love I have always dreamed of.There are many things I am trying to work on in my life, first is my financial status I have lived from payday to payday for years,going without many things I desire always putting my family first.Second is finding real love,I fear but long to open up to someone and tell and show them how I feel.Third is hoping someone can save me from this and take care of me for awhile,share the responsibilities of life, I feel much older than I am due to the burdens I have carried for so long.I dream of having a nice home, money to spend,vacations to warmer places,for someone to show me how to love,and be loved,finding peace within myself,and my life.I practice positive thinking,meditate, and keep a vision board and notebooks of my desires,waiting for something to manifest in my life.I have faith that my desires will become one day, and I just waiting for them to manifest.