Lost

by Natacha
(The Netherlands)

Blue Rose

Dear Dawn,

I ordered help from the Universe to help me get some answers and there was your site which I found trough sunchildren.ning.com

The last few years I experienced a lot of trouble in life on every level.

Financially, spiritually, you name it.
I am a really sensitive person and for others everything is so easy to see, but I feel abandoned for myself. Not a clue from the Universe. I feel like an unguided projectile in space at this moment.

In my deepest self I have the feeling that there is an interesting destination for me but it seems like I cannot get there as if there are energies keeping me down or in setback.

As a medium and a fellow coach I know I need to trust, and that my intentions create a reality but even though I have the feeling that I am learning my lessons, integrating them and doing everything that I can, there seems to be no advantage at this point.

They tend to keep sawing the paws from under my (maslow)pyramid and I cannot get to selfrealisation :-)

Next to that I have the feeling that my spouse is energetically holding me back in my growth. He is kind, attentative and loving but still I have the inner feeling that something is out of balance and I cannot put my finger on it.

It is my dream to emigrate abroad and spread my Light in accordance to the path of my soul, instead of that now I'm working long hours and still surviving instead of living. It robbs all my energy. So I am doing something wrong....

Would you happen to have some insight or intuitive knowledge for me to work with?

I don't see the guiding Light anymore and I feel lost.

Thank you in advance and I am looking forward to hearing from you.

Kind regards from Natacha
The Netherlands