My order is to keep my heart working

by Laura
(Surrey)

Dear universe,

with divine love and energy, my order is to bring my family to an understanding, where we can have BBQ's together and teach our kids that they have people to fall back on. I want to fall asleep knowing that everything is ok with my heart and that it WON'T STOP.

If it does, to know that I WON'T STOP. And most importantly that while I have been scared of my arrhythmia, I've been moody, for them to know that I love them if IT DOES STOP.

As my arrythmia got worse I got more scared so I needed more to make me feel secure. I want to find a way of enjoying all the wonderful things that I HAVE GOT.

Give me a drug that will make me think I feel good and that I have not hurt anyone - don't worry about the big glass house I wanted before.

Our families are like the Boson field.


from me to you to daisies