Shavon, I pray that you have enough money for whatever you are needing right now. It is a stressful time right now, I feel it, too. I try not to focus on the lack of what I have, but it is really hard to do when the bills arrive each month. Find some positive activities such as going for a walk, or to the library to read. It is a nice outing and it will take your mind off of finances for a while. It doesn't cost much either. Until the Publishers Clearing House people come to knock on your door..(I am hoping for you here!)Just be thankful for that which you do have and do not feel that anyone is looking down on you or judging you, as only you know your struggles and where you want to be. Keep your head up!