Urgent I'm 13 and my life is just not as I dream it should be I need your help!!!

Dear Dawn,
I've really taken an intrest in lucid dreaming and hypnosis, etc ever since I had a dream that I had dropped my phone in a pool and when I got it out it would turn on just wouldn't work right
then when I woke up the next day my phone for no reason under the sun, was messing up..it would turn on then the screen would turn white and gray lines would static through it.

But lately I've been having issues with my life... see 1st off I have Eczema Dermatitis ever since I was born so I have constant breakouts and endure so much pain...

2nd
I've been losing focus in school and just not getting the grades I hope for. And I want to do allot better.

3rd
Lately my parents don't seem to trust me at all. See I'm really close to one of my friends.. so close I consider him as my big brother. but my mom thinks that any guy I hang around or talk to I have some over-the-top crush on, but when I try to tell them the truth they don't listen... I can't stand it they put me down, and they treat me as if I was a Demon child.

I can't do anything without them already expecting me to do the absolute worst. And I maybe thirteen and a little goofy sometimes, but they don't understand that I'm very mature for my age. I just wish that I could do something that would make all of my problems go away... and have my parents trust me enough to let me hang out with my friend agian.

I sometimes wish that I could just end it.... or runnaway...