Hi! I can feel your pain and I am sure that you are not alone. I thought a lot about your letter before responding to you.
Often we think that other people’s lives are more exciting or that we are missing something. Right now it may not feel glamorous to be a mother and I can understand that having done only that all of your young adult life you are looking for something else to give you meaning.
First I want to say that you are doing something very important and it is to be commended that you are there for your children and trying to give them the best life possible.
What is missing for you is time for you. If you took some time for yourself to find out what you like. What makes Shawna happy and then found a way for you to do that you would start to feel more fulfilled in life.
You can think out side of the box here. It doesn’t have to be that you get a job where you drive somewhere. You have a computer and that gives you access to tons of resources and opportunities that you normally wouldn’t have otherwise.
Both of those articles give you direction on where to start to look for more meaning in your life and how to go about that.
I do want to add that you can help people by starting a at home business as well. Look into creating something that you are passionate about and turn it into a business.
Here is the article that talks about how I did just that. It has worked out prefect for me, it can for you as well. How to make money on the Internet.
Just remember Shawna you can do anything you set your mind to. Once you start to feel appreciated and that you are being true to yourself you will feel better about your self and that will give the energy you need to make things happen in your life.
That will happen for you when you are spending some time doing what you truly love. I believe in you and I know you can do it.
Keep in touch and let me and my readers know how it goes and what you are up to. Once your business gets going I would be glad to post a link in my newsletter telling everyone all about it.
I wish for you all the success and happiness that the Universe has to offer!
Dawn