What do you realy want in life?

by Anna-Marie
(SA)

Dear Devine Universe what I am about to tell you is not a very nice story. I placed a order last week to pay off my bond. Well I did not get what i wanted, because I wanted it for the wrong reasons. Now I have lost my house and most propebly my family as well. What happend to us is all my fault, because I was careless. I lied to my husband and my children when i was asked if our debt is paid, I said yes everything is fine but it was not. Now we are with out a home. I did not want to live on the small holding, I wanted to move back to town, but now I realised when it is to late that I realy loved that place. Please forgive me and grant me my wish, I wish I could turn back the clock 2 years, but that is not possible.

All I can do now is wish and want that I some how get the money to buy our property back. I wish and want to pay of all our other debt to, I want to build houses on that small holding for my children. I want to lay out a beautiful garden. I want to live my happy ever after on that small holding. I want to grow old their with my husband, and my children and their families.